mangacide | Ups and Downs

The only person who's come to my chatroom is Jeff. It's a little dissapointing and I feel really stupid for even hoping now. But thats just the usual way of my life. I remember when I was in high school I drew so many pictures of myself without a face. Because thats how I always felt. It was like as soon as I stopped talking to people they forgot I even existed. It still feels that way. My husband was the first person that actually seemed to notice me without me having to yell and jump up and down waving brightly colored flags. heh.

In other news, I'm starting the rp on monday, and trying to think of what other rps I'd like to update. I have one in mind, for myself if not for anyone else. Well, maybe for Sker too. We're nostalgic, me and him. But I'll talk about that more when I get it going better. In the meantime I'm having a lot of fun at Lucentia! And I think I want to have Shiva jump into Auron and Tidus' thread, but she's with Jecht so I'll have to talk to Jeff about that first. Still it'd be nice if they caught up with they other two so they can fill Tidus and Auron in on whats up with Sevy (XD) and the kidnapped Kimhari and stuff.

btw, it's been 21 days since I started my 'drink one bottle of water a day for 3 weeks' campaign, and I'm still goin strong! Sometimes I even dring MORE than one bottle!! But I'm not stopping here. I shall continue to drink water regularly, since it's healthy and I need to do it more. If feel really acomplished though, I didn't even notice it had already been three weeks ^.^|| Sker really helped me with remembering. I'm so glad he was here to do that or I probably would have forgotten.

So thats it for now I think. All in all, a little depressed, but I can handle it. The only one you control is you afterall.

It's alright now
I learned my lesson well
You see you can't please everyone
So you've
Got to please yourself.

-- Ricky Nelson - Garden Party

!Jett
Please, Remember me.